Forever I have been wanting to be part of something, and by being a part I would become somebody. But now I see that the somebody I truely will be is not a part of anything, any group or system or belief. Not the ecoologists, although I may have similar feelings. Not the vegetarians, although I know their food is the food of the soul. Not the social groups of my peers, although I am distracted by their entertainments. Not the Buddhists, although their way reflects the truth. It is very hard but I know I can be me. Fear not, venture forth. Fear arises. Embrace it.