After the diary of the trip round Europe in 1990, the next one is more of a notebook, a big black notebook. There are no dates, but it covers the period where I began to experiment with a change of diet, yoga, came across Krishnamurti, but while living in a house of hedonists: drinking, drugs, mucking about – around 1995-1997, age 24-26. The end of Road Runner Dispatch and working for Zurich Insurance. There are no dates for each entry, nor an order to the book. Full of struggle and attempt at change, to give up and to find direction.